Not Over You

If you asked me
how i'm doing
i would say i'm
doing just fine
i would lie
and say
that your not
on my mind
i would go out
and i'd sit down
at a table set for two
and finally
i'm forced to face
the truth
no matter what i say
i'm not over you

Seconds Away

Gasping
I suck in polluted air
and burn my lungs.

Scratchy
the surface of the rope
lays around my neck
ready to jump

Submerged
my head feels light
my body is waitless
held down by a cement block

i'm seconds away
on death's doorstep
hand in hand
walking away
into darkness

the light flickers
then it's gone..

Your Abuse, My Love

I'm covered with your scars
you made me bleed

i've enjoyed the pain
you forced on me

woke up with bruises
knowing what night would bring

and i was never scared..

Gone

Buried six feet under
barely hearing you
never seeing your tears

i never meant to leave you
with all your scarred emotions
that make you scream

i hope you remember
it's not your fault
i was so weak

couldn't hold on
didn't want to
rather bleed out

now
i'm
gone...