New Start

I have created a new start for myself. i am done with treatment. i have won the war against myself and the world. I have something to prove it. I went out sunday night and got three new tattoos. one is a cross on my left hand near the smallest finger. the other two say "Stay Strong" one is on my left wrist, the other is on my right. they are there to remind me that whatever happens in my life, i can handle it, and i don't need the physical pain i bring to myself. i'm still ashamed of the scars on my body from cutting, and burning and just plain violence. There is a song that inspired my to get the tattoos. She is my idol, and i respect her entirely. Her name is Demi Lovato and she went through the same things i went through. she recorded a song called "Skyscraper". You'll find it on youtube. Please listen to it. No rude comments either. Thanks Demi. I'm so proud of u and everyone else out there who is bullied and goes through their own addictions. Stay Strong! <3

Life, Love, and the Pursuit of Happyness :)

I'm not sure what's on my mind right now, so i'm just going to write down what i'm thinking about.
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Relationships are overrated. They bring you nothing but heartache and pain, and hell!, who wants that. :) I sure don't. So, i'm happy being single, and focusing on my music, and novel. I'm considering going into jobcore, but am still undecided. Not sure. :) I just noticed my pants are fraying, and my computer is freaking out. :p I am a vegan now! It is soo hard but it is soo freaking worth it. :) Listening to The Last night by skillet. and Sing by My Chemical romance. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiBsoFYIoEo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTgnDLWeeaM

and for old times sake, i'll put this down too. ;p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6EQAOmJrbw