Impossible

Why is it so hard to love you?
Why is it so hard to say i love you?
i'm with someone else,
but when i am,
i'm thinking of you
when his lips meet mine
or his arms wrap around me,
i can't help wishing it was you
kissing and holding me
sometimes i wonder
if it would be better for us both
if i never made the first move
emailing you, wanting to meet
it started with a promise,
but things change
feelings change
we're in too deep
but i can't love you
why is it so hard to love you?
sometimes i wish i could
say those three words
out loud
all i can say is
"Olive You"