"she can paint a lovely picture, but this story has a twist. her paintbrush is a razor, and her canvas is her wrist."
you can't escape. it won't let you go.. your bound together by the blood you've drawn.. anna is here to stay
she makes you think your strong, when your very weak.
your body falls to pieces and your bones cave in.
you outline whats left of your skeletal self with your finger
a sigh escapes your lips
and a tear falls from your closed eyes.

Moving to west Jordan. That's were I've been for the past week for those of u who r wondering and keep posting on my wall and texting me. Seriously guys. Am I expected to live in the same house the rest of my fucking life? Gawd.

My morning so far

Why am I so sleep deprived? I just spent last night in a living hell. I woke up from the most horrific nightmare I have ever experienced in my life. I've spent the last two months pondering over the 2012. End of the world thing. I ran into a friend of mine yesterday and he shared some of his insight about the whole mess. I am grateful for allowing myself to glance at anothers point of view.

Mood: Hateful

My life should be ending right now.

Missing You

I can feel the stitches of the wound on my heart,
ripping open.
the hurt washes over me as the singers
voice pounds in my head.
Everytime i listen to our song,
i go back to a different time.
before all the hurt, the hate, the pain.
why did you leave?
i knew i loved you, yet i couldn't
stand being with you
these emotions weren't meant 
to exist together
i won't let you hold me anymore
please stop calling
i don't want you to come back
i don't need you
but i still miss you
i was stupid for letting you go.
-Tribute to Caleb

Bits and Pieces of songs

Wasen't i wrong, you decide
should've been strong, yeah i lied
nobody gets me like you
couldn't keep hold of you then
how could i know what you meant
nobody there, to compare, to
cause i know how i feel about you
can we bring yesterday back around
cause i know how i feel about you now.

I-I-I don't- don't want to hear your s-sorry now
the be-best th-thing you could for me is just get it out
s-stop stuttering your words
it's only making you look worse.
hurry up, hurry up
if you ever really cared about me
tell the truth, give it up
your so guilty
cause your stuttering.

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Sick Of You - Lyrics On Screen

I think this song is amazing. She's so good, and it expresses how i feel perfectly.

Don't lie to me.

I hate him.... and her... did he think i wasen't going to find out? I can spot a lier from a mile away. He kept stuttering and i felt like crying. He can't be honest with me, why are we together? Why were we even "together"? No one can awnser these questions. Except him. But he'd just keep lying. I hate liers. He couldn't even tell me himself the first time. he had his stupid little bitch tell me for him. I needed him to tell me face to face. Can you stop calling me now please? I know your reading this. It's over. Just go away.