Hollywood Undead - Hear Me Now [LYRICS]

Useless Writing

Hear me now:
Where'd you go?
where's your home
how'd you end up all alone?
there's no light
there's no sound
hard to breath
when your underground
can you hear me now?
                -Hollywood Undead

Death of the Red, White and Blue
America is falling
caving in
"we the people"
us
are letting it
this is our home
where we are "free"
free= government puppets
we can't let them
cut us down
one
by
1
we need to fight back
or die trying.

millions of faceless people
watch
as i lay bleeding
on the cold floor
no one screams
no one runs for help
i don't have a voice
i don't care
confusion clouds my memories
of you
i can't remember

-My self Portrait- (2)
I can see
my hallowed eyes
my tangled hair
my broken ribs
my bleeding heart
the tears are destroying
my reality

Why is there blood?
so much blood
do we hate each other that much?
slitting our throats
letting this war continue
and kill our people
slowly
let them suffer
apparently we don't care.

my feelings melted into a notebook

Help.
It's a simple request.
nothing more
nothing less.

I'm sorry hun
i didn't mean it
didn't mean to lie
i regret
and resent
what i did
you say it's too lat
i know
no second chances
my fingers are gently touching
the trigger
when i'm gone
know that i still
love you
because there
is no life
after you..

Every scar
stands for a reason
to why you
left
i counted
27

They say that true love hurts
well, this could almost kill me
young love murder
that is what this must be
the light is fading from me
as you watch my heart bleed
young love murder
that is what this must be
i would give it all
to not be sleeping alone
                -Ke$ha


NO REASON WHY
i can hear someone crying
i can see blood on the edge of a knife
i can feel the hollow emptyness
that someone else holds
i ponder over this pain
until i realize with horror
that "someone"
is me
and the worst part is:
"i don't know why i hurt"

Just a bunch of useless writing..

Sometimes the world hurts you
gives you something
you can't always fight for
it's not fair, but it's
life.

I don't want to hold back
i want to throw myself into the fire
and see you
watching me
burn.

Just a few poems that twisted my mind in class today..

I just realized how screwed up my mind is... when all i write about is death and love.. wtf!! (none of these have a title, just so you know. :) )

there's no room to breath
the air is too thin
i can't write
i can't think
i want to scream
but the words
won't
      come
           out...

someone point the gun
                         at
                                 me.
--------------------------------------------
death stares back at me
as i sit across
frozen
unable to move
it raises the...
and everything turns
black
--------------------------------------------
He is not real
they say he's just pretend
i don't get how they can understand
these feelings
he is real
to me
and i can't believe
he's gone...
--------------------------------------------
i could feel
my bones
are shaking
i'm trying to scream
but it's echoing off the
inside

i could hear
the moans
of my straining
muscles.
their tearing me
ripping apart.

i'm falling away
into dark.

love is for losers

I hate how this world thinks love doesn't hurt
to hell with them.
my air is too thin
i can't breathe..
i hope the end is simple
i'm ready to give up
on everybody
i don't want to
but love is too
strong
i'm too weak.
my heart is broken
shattered and
won't heal
without another.
this is a sick game
and i'm tired of playing

i'm very stressed

i hate taking the bus.. my classes are weird. and i'm in a fight with a close friend.. can this day get any worse?

trees look ghostly without leaves
wind twisting through their branches
crows nest.

Empty=Strong

I was sitting at weber, alone, waiting for my sister, when i saw the chair in front of me, someone had left their gloves.. I get poems from  the most weird objects...

Your chair is empty
empty.
that's how i feel
right now.
this moment
each line
on the pattern
is like a knife
to my heart
that make wounds
that won't ever
heal completly.
You won't ever
come back
you won't care
that i'm alone
empty..

My 2010

I think this year was overall, a good one. Sure i had some bad relationships and i messed up with someone very close to me... I will never know if this gaping void will heal. BUT! There was some good times too. Like, graduation, getting my "privilge to drive" card. ;) meeting somebody new and having fun! I have completed a few of my 2010 goals (thank god) and plan to complete some of this years! I hope this year will be better. Much better.

2011 Goals:
1. Have a decent relationship
2. Publish one of my novels (or at least get it out on the market!)
3. Don't fail any of my college classes!
4. Lose 20 pounds! (no i'm not overweight!)
5. Get a job... :)

That's it for now!
Thanks for reading my blog so far!
I love everyone of you.
Peace Out! :)