Finally!

I have the right to now say i am in a relationship! ..... how many of you believe me? .... I am an awesome liar. but! i don't lie all the time. i just felt like putting that down to see how many of you reacted to it. a few of you might have been in shock, you know who you are.... ;) but now i must say, i am single. and very very happy! about it.. some days. but, look, i'm just blabbering on..! :) that's not the reason i came on here.... 

I do not, (repeat) do Not!!!!!!!!!! ever... want to see a fred or jason movie. if you know what i'm talking about, congrats! if you don't, well... i don't want to insult anyone here! ;) Halloween wasen't that bad, it was just really lame. but, the friday the 13th.. i hated it. it was good! too good, it scared me to death! before you call me a baby, i know it's not real, and it's just a movie, i am aware. BUT! just the idea of him showing up in your dreams is just freaky... think about it. seriously.

I never thought i'd say this, but i lost the joy in writing. .... let that sink in for a moment... for those of you who know me, you know i love love love to write. and i've won a few contests too. but, nowadays, i can't find my motivation. what's the point. at first, i thought it was writers block or something, so i set it down, and gave myself a month, but when i came back to it, i felt the same. i got scared... i really don't know what to do. i told myself last year, i need at least one book published before i die, so i need to finish this one. but, i really don't want to... i'm still trying to figure out what happened.. if you have any ideas.. please comment..