-Hopeless Romantic-
If you ever leave
I won't forget you
for I have never loved
the way I love you.
Innocent and Dangerous
Safe and Terrifying
I just want to hold you
Forever
Until the sky is dark
and all the stars burn out.
Because your the only light
I need in the world.
Sometimes the world just needs a little reminder to show what it's made of.
Friday, May 29, 2015
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
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Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Anime Nerdiness
So, I have just currently started playing Pokémon again, and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! I'm not sure why I stopped playing in the first place lol. The graphics in Pokémon X are AMAZING! Its a more definite feel of an RP game. I just caught the Legendary Pokémon who was on the cover. I was soooo excited. lol Anyways, I'm going to go play some more so if any of you want to STREET PASS or just play online, HIT ME UP!! :) I will beat you. ;)..... and I'm seriously considering naming my first son Ash. XD
Pokémon Trainer; Kelly
Pokémon Trainer; Kelly
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Frozen
Left alone
gasping for air
on the cold damp pavement
wishing for the impossible.
Submissive to fear
of the unknown
lingering in the dark corners
of my mind.
Forgetting the light
of the once true happiness
shattered into crystallized
tears that wont stop falling.
A heart that forgot how to beat
a life forgetting to live
lifeless eyes that have seen
the end of everything.
gasping for air
on the cold damp pavement
wishing for the impossible.
Submissive to fear
of the unknown
lingering in the dark corners
of my mind.
Forgetting the light
of the once true happiness
shattered into crystallized
tears that wont stop falling.
A heart that forgot how to beat
a life forgetting to live
lifeless eyes that have seen
the end of everything.
Living Blind
I've lost everything
all that's left is my eyes
but I don't like what I see
so please let me die.
a zombie with flesh is what I've become
a prison for my youth and the young
a dreamless life
lost in misdirection
taken everything from me
except my own afflictions.
-----------------------------------
All my memories,
secrets pinpointed
inside gas station intervals
and crowded shopping malls
we hide ourselves in dusk
never wanting to reveal the day.
Everything Proclaims a Beginning.
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Light in the air
and stars in the sky
her breath is still
as I silently hold her.
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Rant:
No matter how much a person says they care about you or if you care about them, they always seem to leave in the end. ALWAYS. I've lost so many good things this year. my family for my moms selfish reason of whatever it was this time. it all just seems childish. I mean, we all have so many other IMPORTANT life changing, or threatening (depends on how you view it) things we need to focus on. Not petty things like religion, or the status of being gay or bi, or fucking straight. Why in the fuck do we care about that shit???!! It's love for God sakes.. Just let people love each other! Is that too fucking hard for the mindset of America today? We elected the worst president ever. Of course it would be...
all that's left is my eyes
but I don't like what I see
so please let me die.
a zombie with flesh is what I've become
a prison for my youth and the young
a dreamless life
lost in misdirection
taken everything from me
except my own afflictions.
-----------------------------------
All my memories,
secrets pinpointed
inside gas station intervals
and crowded shopping malls
we hide ourselves in dusk
never wanting to reveal the day.
Everything Proclaims a Beginning.
-------------------------------------
Light in the air
and stars in the sky
her breath is still
as I silently hold her.
-------------------------------------
Rant:
No matter how much a person says they care about you or if you care about them, they always seem to leave in the end. ALWAYS. I've lost so many good things this year. my family for my moms selfish reason of whatever it was this time. it all just seems childish. I mean, we all have so many other IMPORTANT life changing, or threatening (depends on how you view it) things we need to focus on. Not petty things like religion, or the status of being gay or bi, or fucking straight. Why in the fuck do we care about that shit???!! It's love for God sakes.. Just let people love each other! Is that too fucking hard for the mindset of America today? We elected the worst president ever. Of course it would be...
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Life, Love and Changes
The enormity of everything happening now, I think is a blessing. I have found my way in life, who I am supposed to be. I have learned and loved and laughed and cried. I am not finished with my life, but I am on a journey to become who I need to be. Many friends and family will be missed and lost along the way, but It will be worth it.
Love is a hard fact to face in life. You'll gain it, lose it, cry over it, and heal from it. There have been times in my life I have thought I had found it, but, in most cases, my heart gets broken instead. I have learned to have faith in the impossibility of somethings, but love is the closest thing we have to magic. We are afraid to fall, but once we do, we are in a dream. On a high. Then, if you lose it, we crash. But we get back up and try again, never losing faith in something that will always be within our reach. Always and Forever.
Mistakes have to be made in order to grow. Love has to be experienced in order for you to know what you want. Fights have to be lost in order to win.
The greatest thing you can ever experience in life, is the moment of clarity in you life. The moment you know who you are, who you love, and what you can do. Life is limitless. Love is incandescent.
I have learned to NEVER GIVE UP. Ever. Even if the fight makes you weak, and your heartache is too much to bear. Never. Give. Up. If you keep on, you will accomplish so much.
I am done ranting. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for understanding. I love you.
-Kat/Kelly
Love is a hard fact to face in life. You'll gain it, lose it, cry over it, and heal from it. There have been times in my life I have thought I had found it, but, in most cases, my heart gets broken instead. I have learned to have faith in the impossibility of somethings, but love is the closest thing we have to magic. We are afraid to fall, but once we do, we are in a dream. On a high. Then, if you lose it, we crash. But we get back up and try again, never losing faith in something that will always be within our reach. Always and Forever.
Mistakes have to be made in order to grow. Love has to be experienced in order for you to know what you want. Fights have to be lost in order to win.
The greatest thing you can ever experience in life, is the moment of clarity in you life. The moment you know who you are, who you love, and what you can do. Life is limitless. Love is incandescent.
I have learned to NEVER GIVE UP. Ever. Even if the fight makes you weak, and your heartache is too much to bear. Never. Give. Up. If you keep on, you will accomplish so much.
I am done ranting. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for understanding. I love you.
-Kat/Kelly
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Black Bird
Trapped. Broken. Fallen.
The smothering cloud of amphetamines suffocates my judgement of a wasted dream. Everything I've ever known is crumbling and crashing and burning out in my hallowed mind. I'm screaming and crying out for all those whose innocence is lost in the catching fire of our "perfect" government. Faded and shattered in shame showered in sins. I have fought to keep the flesh and blood of everything i love. I will die to keep this country around as the perfect American dream it was meant to be, instead of ashes and bones and bodies littered in the blood stained streets.
The smothering cloud of amphetamines suffocates my judgement of a wasted dream. Everything I've ever known is crumbling and crashing and burning out in my hallowed mind. I'm screaming and crying out for all those whose innocence is lost in the catching fire of our "perfect" government. Faded and shattered in shame showered in sins. I have fought to keep the flesh and blood of everything i love. I will die to keep this country around as the perfect American dream it was meant to be, instead of ashes and bones and bodies littered in the blood stained streets.
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